How do I tell you I'm sorry -With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized I hurt you so very much?
I do not ask forgiveness,A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,But I cannot find the nerve.
To finally confront you, face-to-face,To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -Too terrified to try.
You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Cutting and wounding and lashing out,Just to see if you bled.
Betraying and deceiving you,I surely had no right.
To snatch away such a precious gem;A dark thief in the night.
Twenty six years and forever passed
To bring us to this day,When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.
The time has come, it's long past due,To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,Or have you longed to hear?
To hear those two forbidden words,To vanquish all the pain,To understand my dearest wish:To befriend you once again.
The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -For that I apologize.